I refused to believe the world would end until after "1 year" into the Coronavirus Pandemic (Post No. 36)

     I was looking at my post numbering, and I soon realized I had skipped a number as I was writing in the posts, so I figured I might as well make this Post #36. 

     People were often saying, "The End Is Near," and stuff like this, but for years I had outright denied it, perhaps being skeptical, and keeping an extremely limited interest in current events. 

     I mean, at first, I've realized that I've planned my life around the fact that the world probably, won't end, but I've also begun to realize that I'm a fool. And that I've also realized that the collapse of human society will much sooner happen than my ever even hoping to leave my hometown to set up some new roots elsewhere. 

    I mean, people claim, "I'm safe," but really those people are full of poo-poo. This is why I've basically chosen to make political discussion a taboo topic on my personal Discord server. I mean, there are plenty of more topics to talk about, but politics is not one of them. Most other mainstream religions are also not subjects that are holding of my interest, either. 

    For the first time in many years, I'm personally taking my own spirituality somewhat seriously, since I believe that the last days are running out, and the final judgment against the world is drawing ever nearer. 

   Because of this, I've pretty much believed that I don't feel it would be appropriate to say that everything's okay, and return my Facebook profile back to "where" it was supposed to be. 

    Of course, even if I supposedly did choose to "return" my Facebook profile to a "back-online" state, I would more than likely be attacking character of people who believed that being woke didn't make them unlikable [CENSORED EXPLETIVE USE.], but rather, genuinely better people, generally better human beings, what have you. 

   So, in retrospect & all honesty, being logged off of Facebook forever, and not having a "Ginger Empire" group in any more active spots than a Discord page may in reality be for the absolute best, and not to be keeping people from being connected with me. Why? Because I absolutely refuse to believe "the marketing." Because it's actually a better image than what reality actually presents 420 times out of 10, 4200 times out of 1000, 42000 times out of 10000, 42000000 times out of 1000000, and incrementally getting higher numbers the bigger the number is until we reach really big numbers that Chuck Norris may have counted to himself, or can be counted to, if you're willing to spend 365.25 days at the rate of 1 number a second from this present moment on a calculator which can count to infinity, by first making an initial calculation of "division by 0." 

    I mean, if you have the free time to kill to do that, then by all means, find such a calculator which can do such mathematical operation of division by 0, and go ahead and do it. Of course, you may have to keep counting even when you're asleep if you choose to do such things. 

    Otherwise, you will be a mathematician who follows the orders of this chap from the book "The Number Devil." 

     I mean, my doing all this isn't all saying a thing of doom and gloom. But, for those who believe that the present society is still something with the best interests of the many at heart, even today, at times like these, then sure. Pretend all your worse fears have been realized. If you're a child that was born in Generation Z, or even a thereafter generation, realize you're screwed six ways from Sunday and if you had lived long enough to at least reason as a human being, wonder why your parents had "never told you no", if that was a common thing in your household growing up. 

    And I don't mean superficially wonder about this question. I mean, literally scratch that noggin of yours and wonder why that was the things the way they were. 

    Perhaps it also might be a good time for me personally to consider looking and seeing if my favorite furniture store may soon be tanking and then just considering intentionally emptying out my entire bank account several times over during the months to follow, and keeping the bank card in my trousers in my coin pocket, and using gift card transactions if I absolutely must patronize my favorite coffee shop. 

   I mean, it may seem like I'm probably being overly paranoid about this, and probably want to bury my head in the sand so to speak, refusing to unbury it, similar to how an ostrich buries its head in the sand. 

   Also, I believe one of the things I had often said, is that after building the "Claymore", I would eventually be constructing the computer, the "Excalibur," which is the final of the three computers and thus the most ultimate out of the entire three. I may have to take some very serious consideration into constructing the computer the "Excalibur", as opposed to keeping it as part of the RP script and keeping it a mere legend.